Lately I've been having issues especially with the one I like. My Love and I haven't been talking for a while now and well I still feel the same. But we were supposed to have the same dance class this semester and I my Love didn't show, turns out, my love dropped the class. Most likely it's because I'm in it. And I know I'm the one who started ignoring and avoiding first but what fucking else can I do. My Love is taken by another and is treated like shit and second to video games and bull shit. It pisses me the fuck off. I've been having anxiety problems, anorexia and bulimia relapses, and insomnia. So I decided to get my medical marijuana card. It was so fucking easy to get like sure I have legit problems but some dude went in and said his wrists hurt and that was all. He still got it. This only temporarily solves my problem though, because when I'm high, I won't know there's a problem. But deep down inside, I know I'm totally fucked.
I Still Love You ♥ It's rather kind of sad though.
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