Again with the weird grey ish haze color because A.) Last night is a blur. B.) I don't know exactly what I had, nor do I know how much of it I took. C.) Did I take a fuckin molly??? D.) Why the fuck were we driving??? E.) Taco Bell is fucking orgasmic when you're cold as tits and you're biting into some triangle quesadilla that's warm with cheese and spicy dorritos chips... F.) How'd I get home and into my bed???
This list of question can fuckin go on and on for ever. Last night was just a complete "WTF". I remember blogging about how I'd go back to the party later to see if it was better but nope, I never did go back, and also, I'm like sure as all shit that it didn't get better. Now that that's over, I don't think I'll be really doing much of anything for the rest of winter break which is pretty sad because I'm starting to get accustomed to having a substance to stop thinking about that one person I like. Which is really bad what if I get addicted. xo I guess I just need to make sure I keep control. But if the chance arises again to do stupid shit during my break, I'm probably going to take it because......fuck it I'm on break and I don't want to think about shit >..<
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